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Thursday, June 22, 2006

when you try your best, but you dont succeed
when you get what you want, but not what you need
when u feel so tired, but you cant sleep. stuck in reverse
when the tears come streaming down your face
when you lose something you cant replace
when you love someone, but it goes to waste
could it worse?





i think ive moved on.
i guess im not wallowing in self pity anymore.
i realise im still searching for the "exit door"
i know youve left on a jet place, destination must be beautiful.
i hope ill fix this mess up soon, done and chuck it away forever.
i wish i could pretend nothing has happened
i wish i could have seletive memory deletion.
i wish its not because of you that makes me feel so dreadful in life.
i wanna be back on track in life
i need to pray to get some luck in life.
i need that fucking ray of light to give me that fucking new lease of life.


2:09 AM

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